Do I have any New Years Resolutions? That is a good question. A year ago I would be sprouting something like, “Oh, I want to lose weight”, “Go on a diet”, “Discover a new hobby”. Well now, I say I don’t have any New Years Resolutions. I don’t want to change myself for the purpose of not liking my qualities or flaws. I am who I am, warts and all. I can tell you the shitty things I have done. I can tell you the amazing things I have done. The regrets I have. But I’m not ashamed of my individuality. I won’t say I love myself, because it would be a lie lol, and I haven’t reached that point yet in my life. But I will say I embrace myself and I’m not going to change who I am for anyone, anymore.
You don’t like my personality, weight, and/or skin color?
That’s your problem. The only thing that matters is my opinion of myself and I recommend that you figure out your deep-seated issues. Because I’m happy, and you should be too. 🙂
I woke up this morning, with an attitude of “Fuck It”. Fuck my worries about my weight. I weigh 252 gorgeous and sexy pounds. I may not look like it in my pictures, pretty sure the weight is in my thick ass thigh muscles and my stomach, lol. But I don’t give a fuck anymore.
Fuck my social anxiety. This Goddess is going to attend her first BDSM munch in two weeks in my city. I’m going to walk into that restaurant with my beautiful breast commanding attention as always, and strut my confidence.
Fuck questioning my decision to become a therapist. I’m going to become the most well known and effective therapist in my city.
Fuck my distaste for my skin color. I’m a sexy, milk chocolate, Goddess. I’m not going to conform to society and try to lighten my skin color, or go through with my decision to get a nose job to slim my nose. My nose is perfectly fine. I can breathe through it. That is all that matters at the end of the day.
Oh, and my stretch marks that make me feel like I need to cover myself up in the bedroom? No more.
My naked ass is going to be on full display. If, you are one of the lucky ones to get to have the pleasure of seeing it that is, hehe.
I am a confident, beautiful, sexy, fierce, Goddess.
Photo/Gif credit: The last gif is a poet and body positive activist by the name of Rachel Wiley. I enjoy all of her poetry slam performances. This video, “10 Honest Thoughts on Being Loved by a Skinny Boy”, is my favorite one of her works: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRFOTqTicvY
Check it out! ❤