My Truth. 

Someone recently showed me the person I truly am. I was lying to myself that I could feel like a Goddess and be secure within myself and find happiness. That I was a good person. 

Looking into the mirror they hold up for me, I saw my soul for what it really is. And it’s not what I thought it was…it’s broken. Shards are missing. It’s dark and cloudy. 

This whole time I was lying to myself. 

10 thoughts on “My Truth. 

  1. Like funhouse mirrors, some mirrors that others show us are distorted. We don’t always realize that they are not reflecting the truth. You are a good person, a kind person. Are you perfect, no, you are perfectly imperfect (as my therapist says). No one is normal because everyone’s definition of “normal” is different. I think you are doing the best you can and some days you will be able to do more and some less and that’s “normal”. Struggling with challenges in life doesn’t mean you are weak, it means your are human. ❤️

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  2. You need to break the cycle of self hatred. Because it is dictating your life–and that is perhaps why you are broken. Don’t allow those negative thoughts. Try and turn them into positives. It won’t be easy but it’s so necessary!

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  3. Why would you let some person convince you hat you are not a “good person?” From all my contact with you, you appear to be a good person! Broken yes but on the way to healing. Healing takes time and effort! It may take counselling! Don’t let some person convince you differently.

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    1. Last time I said I was broken you disagreed, does that mean I am now? 😝 A long journey indeed. One that I wish I could hop off. It’s an endless cycle of sadness and negativity in my mind. Of envy and jealously in others. Of hatred and disgust of myself. Over and over and over. I don’t know if others could survive in my head. I don’t know how I survive it.

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